My Simple Wish

I am the type of person who lack with the confidence to perform on the stage. The center of attention is my phobia. When that happens, all in my memory will be lost. A suddenly amnesia will attack me.
One time when I was a senior high school student, my new teacher ordered to stand up and introduce themselves one by one. Because that time was a new semester. At first the order was ordinary in my ear, but when the turn come to me the weather in the classroom was turn to cold, even though the room there was no air conditioning. Trying to calm down. Inhale-hold-exhale- hhhhh-mppp-huuuff.”next” my teacher bellow.I stand up and begin to introduce my self, and I greeting  salam. “Assalamualaikum warohmatullahi wabarokatu”, my friends answering “wa’alaikumsalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuh”, but they seems like forced to answer it.
“let me intro....duce....my self, my name..is...” OH MY GOD, WHAT’S MY NAME ?. With shaking hands I turned to seatmate and whispered “neng, what’s my name ?”. With their eyebrows raise, my friend answered. “Sari Izhati”. owh..OK. Then I remember again and I can continue introduce to my address.
After that incident, I really want to cure this phobia. Actually I really like to people who able and smooth talk  in front of crowds. I like and I want to be like them. Because of that I choose studying in department communication science. Yah, there’s one thing that I want. To become good communicator and able to invite others to be a good person. I believe if somebody able to doing a  good communicate, then it will be easy for them to persuade the others.
When I was a little kid  I also want to be a radio announcer. And this time, when I write this story I am actually an intern at a radio station. This is my third days work as intern here. A little boring, I don’t know what to do ? or this might happen because I was not able to communicate the fun with the people here. ops, why I talking about intern now ?
Back to my future. So what my future ?. Yes, I want to be a radio announcer. This simple, isn’t it ?
As time goes by. Many things I encountered the days of being a student. At time studying in science communication I feel language is the most important thing in life, or even life after life (do you know what I mean?). While living in this mortal world over we will live again in the world truth-fully (the world after life) after going through the process of death in the mortal world. And from the religion I believe, when death comes, the process we will be asked a series by two angels grave as a test of whether we deserve a good life or even reprehensible. And I believe it.

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